Well as anticipated, I’m a day late for MUMenTum this week… maybe it’s because food wise I have had an absolute shocker of a week and I’m ashamed at how bad I’ve actually been! I seem to be having real food issues at the minute. I seem to just be eating complete an utter crap constantly! I wish i were one of those mothers who were organised and serene and just generally together. I am the complete opposite of that. I’m stressy, dis-organised, constantly late and generally run around like a blue arse fly, with little or no idea how I get from one day to the next.
I seem to constantly be juggling and I have a lot of balls up in the air! So this results in me eating what ever is at hand, be it take away, drive through, lots of bread and sandwiches. Sooo not good! Don’t even get me started on the chocolate. I am a complete chocolate fiend! Especially white chocolate at the moment. Last week we had no chocolate in the house as I had refused to buy any, with good intentions you see. However, out of pure necessity my spoon ended up in the Nutella (only a teaspoon I promise)
I’m so annoyed at myself!! Even more so as i had some pictures taken on the weekend with the kids and i looked like a summo wrestler. The bingo wings looked like i could fly somewhere! I was so upset. I don’t want to look back in years to come at the pic’s and see that!
The thing is in my head I’m still a size 8/10 (and 18 years old, just call me peter pan, I never feel like growing up!
But when I see the reality of the photos I’m disgusted with myself, and then i turn to chocolate, LIKE THATS GUNNA HELP ME!!!!
As you can see I’m annoyed at myself this week and so far today I have had fruit and salad and water.
My intentions are good… my actions turn bad 🙁
On the exercise front, again, been pretty good. Been on the treadmill 5 out of 7 nights and feel good for it. Have been doing incline training which really works bum, thighs and legs and it feels good! Been running in my Reebok Easytones too, which I find amazing! Will be doing a review this week on them for all that are interested.
So that’s my really lame MUMenTum story for this week. I hope you’ve all had good weeks!
I’m gunna combat this eating issue, even if I go cold turkey on the choccy front!
If anyone has any advice it would be gratefully received!!
Sorry thats not really an inspiring post… Next week I really hope i will be happy and positive!
Best Wishes for the week